[2] it's over.

christmas is over and i miss it already.
this year was a god one.
christmas morning was fantastic. at breakfast my grandparents kept talking about hotties and getting down with their bad-self. i got will and grace season three. my favorite episode is from season three. if i could turn back ti-ommeeeee! gold jacket was sweet too.
i'm throwing a party tonight. fourth floor is being reunited. well. at least chelsey, elisa, and i.

love my life.

[1] ready, i am.

"I thought of all the things I'd like to say, cramped up and couldn't write a word all day.
I just waited for my world to fall apart, that's why I'll never finish anything I start.
So sick of all the things I'm trying to say..."

i've learned a lot about reality since september.
i think i'm finally ready.